I fell in love with wood early in life. When I was a boy it felt like the most important thing in the world.
Looking at Wood Blocks were my first love, freed from their box, stacked and toppled and stacked again. The grain went this way under a muffled coat of red and blue paint. I climbed inside their plain box, the grain made faces, the knots winked at me and the pine smelled like heaven. Later, in the woods, small forked branches became slingshots. All sticks became spears, javelins and daggers, swords and arrows. Everything else went into our tree fort, defended with a last gasp against the savage horde. Then the love affair took root. I learned the trade of carpentry. We held hands each day; it was all splinters and sap. Her pine perfume never cloying for a moment. I saw the sun rise on a deck of fresh lumber, slumbering under a thick coat of ice. The sun soared beyond the clean rafters, beyond the ribs of a mackerel sky. At dusk, the new siding shone, on the flanks of a great, gilded beast. I built the new, made additions to the young and renovated the old. I repaired worn dental crown trim and sagging eyebrow windows. I propped fallen arches, and failing roof hips. I have sent old studs to pasture. I’m not done yet but I can see the end in the distance. Just before quitting time I will work my last piece of wood. I will climb inside, a dagger in my hand. The faces will smile, the knots will wink, and the pine will smell like Heaven. 2008
Wrote this upon returning from a walk with our pooch, Duff. Couldn’t have written it without him- biggest hearted dog I ever knew. I threw a lot of sticks which he would lose from time to time. I would say with all the vaudeville exasperation I could muster, "What happened to that stick? Do you think those things just grow on trees?" We’d laugh at that one every time.
I adore this poem. (Full disclosure: I also adore my husband, the poet who wrote it!). 🥰 I do believe this is one of your very best. Somehow you are able to capture such personal feelings yet make them universally understandable & relatable. I think this is what makes you a great writer; your work is accessible. This piece, in particular, manages to span the scope of your childhood, through your career right up to retirement & beyond. It chokes me up every time. It is truly a treasure. 💝
How deeply felt this is. Created as you must build your creations of wood - and as lovingly as that sweet pup. Truly beautiful.